Erosion and Becoming explores the intersection between geology and the body, tracing parallels between internal landscapes and shifting topographies. The work reflects on how the body and the land are made from the same materials, such as calcium and iron. It asks what we consider natural, and how technology is deeply tied to both care and disconnection.
Created during my transition into motherhood, the project holds the disorientation and awe of that time and opens space for conversations around the body, land, technology, and care. I use materials tied to motherhood, including casein paint made from breast milk and formula. The large black and white paintings are inspired by sumi-e Japanese ink landscapes and the way newborns first see in high contrast. The images suggest mountain ranges, erosion, and the shifting contours of a changing body.
The installation includes sixty non-stress test printouts, one for each day I was in the hospital. The fetal heartbeat creates a visual rhythm, forming mountain-like lines across the paper.
Another piece is a curtain sewn from nipple shields. The slow process of stitching them reflects the physical and emotional labor of breastfeeding. Both the nipple shield and the non-stress test machine allow for closeness and separation. You can hear the baby’s heartbeat, but only through a machine. You can breastfeed, but through a barrier.
There are portraits of me using a breast pump, extending the conversation between body and machine. A sandbox made from earth materials invites my son to play and touch the ground that made him. A microphone and stand are included for a live performance we do together. The wires trail across the floor, echoing the cords in the breast pump portraits and weaving the themes of connection, dependence, and entanglement through the space.
Presented at Finch Lane Gallery Salt Lake City June-July 2025
Photos by Zach Norman